Moving On

Forceful conversation

Forceful love

Unnecessary irritation 

I was never good enough

Nothing lasts forever 

This grief is everlasting however

I wish I could control plus zed

All the sins that I committed

How on earth can everything be alright 

When we have been holding these grudges so tight

Let go if it hurts so bad

Let go if it makes you sad

Don't hold on to him 

Let him go

Life will be dim

But only for a day or so

Brilliance awaits life's great ahead

Don't cry for the past, smile instead

Love yourself and everything will be fine

Enjoy your life, watch the stars shine

Dreamland 

Where curiosity fuels ambition

Where questions wrestle fate

Where peace is the mission

Where love triumphs over hate

Where the mind doesn't think twice

Before doing what is right

Where all men are pretty wise

And hold onto their promises tight

Where everybody is a free bird

Where everybody keeps their word

Where sad and gloom don't have a room

Where happiness and joy blooms 

This is where I wanna be
Where all good things are wild and free

Dreams push reality away from us.
Expectations hurt us.
But what drives us is this faith and hope. 
This faith and hope, which makes us believe in ourselves and achieve the dreams, even the most unrealistic ones.
This faith and hope which makes the sun rise every morning even after the darkest stormy night.
This faith and hope which brings a smile to faces of all those having a hard day.
Don't let that faith and hope in you die.
Let it live and make you strive to become better every day. 

Forever, Till Eternity, Beyond the Doomsday

You hold my hands in the darkest of days

You make me smile and make everything okay

You are all I need, so I want us to stay

Forever, till eternity, beyond the doomsday...

Philocaly

The whiff of roses aroused her

She had fallen in love

With the clear cerulean sky

With the amorphous white clouds 

With that vivifying breeze 

Which takes away the amber dry leaves

She had fallen for the twinkling stars 

And the darkness of the night sky 

And the euphony of the rain

And the aroma of the wet mud

The magic of music intrigued her 

She had fallen in love

With the subtle hues of florets 

With the fluttering butterflies

With the symphony of the birds 

Which had conquered her soul

She was captivated yet so free

She felt everything that some couldn't even see

Colors of My Heart

They say I got a red heart,

But I think it's all green

For the words I speak, they say, are poison

and are really mean.

They say I got a red heart,

But I think it's all blue

For the eternal sky that lies within

reflects the sea hue.

They say I got a red heart,

But I think it's all black

For the thoughts in which my heart is trapped

are dark as wrack.

PAPA

DAY ONE OF SCHOOL:
 He gives her the bag he is carrying on his shoulder, and helps her climb the stairs of her school bus, with a wide smile he waves saying goodbye to her, not caring about his reputation, he might be a boss in his office but right now he is a father, a father of a four-year-old little girl.
DAY 2200 OF SCHOOL:
He still waves, with a bright wide smile, to his 15-year-old girl.
Everything has changed, his hair is now grey, his face has got wrinkled, he is a little fat now what hasn't changed is his selfless love, care, and support.
He hears all the complaints and crib and cries and tolerates all the criticism and nonsense. But we don't realise what he is going through, sorry for that papa.
Happy Birthday, Papa. 

"Still...in this world...only winter is certain."

Winter's coming. This morning, when the sun was orange and the sky was pink, I managed to get out of my bed and go to the park. Plugged my headphones in my phone and started jogging. Then I saw something, something which made me write about it, something so astonishing which left me flabbergasted. I saw three squirrels. Two of them struggling to take with them a piece of cloth. The cloth heavy enough to pull them down each time they climb up, the third squirrel supporting and encouraging the other two squirrels. The way the third squirrel was looking at them sending them vibes to buck them up dazed me. I wanted to capture that moment but I was so awestruck that I wasn't able to move. That's support system. That's what one needs to climb up and reach higher and higher finally accomplishing one's goals, just as the struggling squirrels might have reached their destination. This kind of support system is very essential for living a successful life. Now why will someone invest in your success? Either they are your family or they have mutual benefits from your success just like in the case of these squirrels all the three squirrels were being benefited by the piece of cloth. Family is a precious gift. Not everybody has the privilege of living in a family, so if you have a family be thankful for it, and love your family. Only family is a unique set of people who always think of your betterment and love you unconditionally. No matter how rude you be sometimes, no matter how hurt they get, they are the ones who can never stop thinking about your happiness and success. DON'T TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED because if you do that, you'll surely regret it. 

It's Good

It's good to dream. Good to dream that he'll come back. Come back running into you. It's good to dream like that. For when you open your eyes, you realize. Realize that he is no more, who he used to be before. He is not the one. You're dreaming right now... I want you to open your eyes and realize. Realize that the world is no less than your dream. The world out there is more beautiful. More enchanting than your story. More adventurous than those long drives.  Just open your eyes and see for yourself. It's good to sit in a corner and listen to those songs, those songs he sent to you. It's good to sit and cry, to cry and beg him to come back, cry til your eyes go dry. For when you'll stand up to gaze the mirror you'll be nothing, but disappointed, disappointed with what you've done to yourself. I want you to realize you're going the wrong way girl, life can be difficult, but just because you want it easy choosing the wrong way is not, not at all an option. 

 PRETTY DAMN STRONG

"hey!"
"hi! saw her yesterday?"
"no, what was she wearing"
"she was wearing the only heels she had"
"and that short black skirt that she wore  last Wednesday."
"there was this guy who came to take her in  a black car."
"let me guess! the same guy which we saw yesterday?"
"no some other new guy."
"ha ha such a bitch."
"ohmygod another new car in the street"
"sure it was going to stop in front of her gate"
"what a whore"
 And what are you?
 Go look at yourself in the mirror
 How I wish the mirror to show you your  inside self
 You are the one who judges other people
 and have you judged yourself yet?
 Because of you and your dirty eyes
 I'm not allowed to leave home at night
 Why don't you give a second thought those  comments that you pass?
 I'm not allowed to breathe fresh and lie in  the green grass
 There are many things that I'm told before  I leave home
 Like cover your legs face and hair
 What if someone sees your sister that way?
 Or maybe your daughter?
 Show some empathy if not respect.
 Women are beautiful
 Women are powerful
 Like their beauty
 One day they'll show you thier power
 Don't mess with them.